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In theory I can work ungodly amounts of hours
without any days off,
and make only minimum wage,
In theory I can go days without seeing my friends
or speaking to them.
In theory I can love him,
and he won't be sad that I'm tired
and want to go to bed when I come home.
In theory I can take care of my sick mother,
who needs any extra time that I have left after work,
and needs me to help her remember how to dial the phone
because she's sick and can't remember how.
In theory I'm suppose to not be upset
when she tells me that I don't care about her,
and that I haven't come in to check on her
in days
when I spent five hours with her
as soon as I got home
the night before.
In theory,
It should be easy to make sure she's been eating
In theory
I should be able to pretend these scars,
never came from a dark time in my past.
In theory
I should be able to remind myself
that this too will pass.
In theory,
this life should be much more simple.
So many things,
are a lot more simple
only in theory.
just some ramblings
amaywolf Featured By Owner May 28, 2011
aw thanks guys, but i just needed to kind of get it out of my system. I'm actually handling it fairly well. Mom is still sick though and im still at a loss what to do
DarkLadyBunny Featured By Owner May 26, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
SerenityEryx Featured By Owner May 26, 2011
*HUG* This made me sad. Things will get better Big. Keep your chin up.
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